My Poem

And Now I’m Scared

You said you loved me, You said you cared
I believed you, And now I’m scared

You make stupid choices, You said you’d change

You hit her and pushed me
You said you wanted to beat the shit out of me
And now I’m scared

You said no more getting into trouble, You promised me
That didn’t mean anything, And now I see
And now I’m scared

I thought we were happy, But I wasn’t enough
You needed more, Did it make you feel tough?
And now I’m scared

I lied to my parents, And lied to myself
You said you didn’t have a problem
And were in control of yourself
And now I’m scared

I’m scared of you, And need time to see
If you care and how it’ll be
You’ve got a shit load of work to do
Part of me says you can do it, But part says screw you

You proved me wrong, Once again
We were at a party and you were out of hand
You passed out, I tried to help
But got hurt myself

It takes a lot for somebody to care
And to try to show they’ll be there
You ruined it and ruined me

You went to Ju-ve, All because of me
But it’s all your fault, And now I see

I had two bruised ribs and a concussion
I was wrong about you, And now I’m scared

And Now

You said you loved me

You said you cared

I believed you

And now I’m scared

You make stupid choices

You said you’d change

You hit her and pushed me

You said you wanted to

Beat the shit out of me

And now I’m scared

You said no more getting into trouble

You promised me

That didn’t mean anything

And now I see

And now I’m scared

I thought we were happy

But I wasn’t enough

You needed more

Did it make you feel tough?

And now I’m scared

I lied to my parents

And lied to myself

You said you didn’t have a problem

And were in control of yourself

And now I’m scared

I’m scared of you

And need time to see

If you care and how it’ll be

You’ve got a shit load of work to do

Part of me says you can do it

But part says fuck you

I’m Scared

You proved me wrong

Once again

We were at a party

And you were out of hand

You passed out, I tried to help

But got hurt myself

It takes a lot for somebody to care

And to try to show they’ll be there

You ruined it and ruined me

You went to Ju-ve

All because of me

But it’s all your fault

And now I see

I had two bruised ribs

And a concussion

I was wrong about you,

And now I’m scared